Like many, I’ve clung to the promise of Jeremiah 29:11 through life’s ups and downs. But yesterday, the stakes just got so much higher.
Phoenix marks the place of a lot of loss for me. And when I got the green light to leave here, I never imagined coming back. But I also never imagined going to all the places and nations where I’ve been since I left.
Wanderlust has definitely left a mark on me, so there has been a little resistance to live here again. Not to mention, my biggest fear in leaving Japan was that I would lose the complete dependency I became accustomed to and truth be told, comes much easier in a foreign land.
But perfect love casts out all fear and complete dependence is just the life He intended for me to live no matter where I am.
And trust me, I need Him now like never before. I may be back where I was, but I’m not who I was. And everything I had then, I don’t have now.
Suffice to say, had I known I’d be back, I would have planned a little better. But my plans never went as planned, anyway.
Well, let’s just say when I left Arizona, I didn’t plan for any of this…
Hiking so many different spots in Colorado and basking in all the beauty of that place with old and new friends.
Making deep connections in Pemba, Mozambique where language was often a barrier, but love and kindness were always exchanged.
Hanging out and meeting new friends on a street of the Nana Red Light District in Bangkok, Thailand.
Being dressed in a most beautiful kimono one special afternoon in Japan by one of the most precious women I’ve ever met.
This life. It takes my breath away.
And it’s not that I didn’t have such beautiful experiences before this, but life lived with such a deep awareness of the love of the One who made it is so much richer.
And though I’m back in Arizona, I know that the adventure doesn’t end here.
Because when you have no plans, everything is an adventure.
And when the Master Planner is your Everlasting Father, and you’re His favorite girl, you can trust that it’s only going to get better.
For I know what I have planned for you,’ says the LORD. ‘I have plans to prosper you, not to harm you. I have plans to give you a future filled with hope. -Jeremiah 29:11